Here is something from CSD in Munich. My first gay pride event and one of the best moments in my life! I hope to catch something like this next year too !!! :D:D:D

The trip to Sachsen-Anhalt

Ok sooo I'm back! Yeah few days ago actually but was kinda busy. While there I kept a ''diary'' or something so basically I just wanted to post that.


And finally my trip to Magdeburg had begun. As always I have to start getting ready late (kinda my style I guess, cuz who wouldn’t wait for this :P) but this time it was totally not my fault. The asshole of neighbour I have wanted to fix my PC the other day. Not that anything was wrong with it but I needed a new Windows cuz this one was without a licence. So I said sure, why not. Woah was that a big mistake. He did install the windows properly but forgot to save the drivers for my laptop. Grrrrr... he found the audio drivers but nothing else, so basically my laptop runs as a big ass mp3 player now. At least I can get online. Can't wait to get it REALLY fixed when I get back home.

But the asshole was kinda cute :P. Ok.. horniness be gone!! :P I really need to jack off or something cuz I'm getting blue balls on a regular basis. Luckily I have an old lady sitting next to me on the train.

Ohh.. and the lady is soooo nice. She immediately started talking to me when I sat down. Actually she kinda called me over to sit next to her. Suspicious, isn't it.

Back to the story now...
German trains are so uncomfortable. The usual trains we know here are 1st class. (blah) So I feel more like I'm sitting on a bus instead of a train. (btw, the song I'm listening at the moment is Sealed with a Kiss by Bobby Vinton. Can I get more depressing?? But I do miss my baby very much.) Ohh.. yeah the trains. So the reason I hate it it's cuz I'm in 2nd class :(((( (cry!) But ok, my constant need to bitch about stuff is a well known fact by now, so nothing new there. Bitchiness I give u two thumbs up :P.

So at the moment I'm on the station in Nurnberg (or whatever) and waiting for the train to start moving again. And started. Yay! I really don't want to travel more than I need to. I'll be there in 22:30 and I left 14:20... so do the math :((((((((((( My ass is too pretty for these sits! :P

Ok but I do have to say that Germany has some awesome sights. Like, this much green I haven't seen in ages. Kinda giving me a headache so I'll just turn to the holy\healthy screen in front of me. Love u baby!!! (and no Danen, I'm talking about my PC :P)

Uuuu Holy Valance is on :) That should give me some energy. Just hoping that I won't start shaking my Groove-thang... cuz do trust me when I say that my gayness is off the charts, when it comes to music at least :P. That reminded me. Next up, the soundtrack of Mamma Mia.

Ohh man I didn't pack anything to eat and the grandma next to me just pulled out a sandwich. lol I'm so gonna starve till I get to Oschersleben :P
Ok, cute girl sitting in front me. I'm loving her hair! Like it's settle yet wild at the same time and I'm not even a fan of blond. I'm soooo gonna ask her what conditioner she uses.
And speaking of that. I have to say one thing. I seriously can't tell Germans apart. I mean, how it's possible for so many people to look alike. Crazy I tell you. Crazy!! Plus they are kinda ugly-ish :P. So thank God for all the foreigners roaming around Munich this summer. I'm drooling the same way as in my fat days whenever I saw pizza (mmm... pizza).
Ok so enough with the hotties... I seriously don't want to get a boner sitting next to an old lady. I have an image to look after :P

25 July 2009
15:55


Well I'm already in Peseckendorf and it kinda sucks. First of all it's like a REALLY small place with about 150 people living in it. That means NO stores, which means NO cigarettes. That was kinda bad but I've gotten used to it. Today we went to a festival that's happening every year in the near of the place I'm in called Klein Wandsleben which is cool... with all the typical German houses and stuff. Basically I liked it. And the reason we went is Zuckerfest. I drank way too much but I don't regret it, although there is a girl that won't let me be.... yes a girl blah. And I've probably broken up with Danen cuz he's put me on ignore which I hate but if that bastard thinks I'm gonna cry over him well that just his mistake.

Somewhere between 1and 2 August


I'm back! Now just sitting in the camp bar and thinking about some stuff. It's getting to be a bit too crowded in here. Way too crowded! But what do I expect... with around 100 people around me 24/7 it's everything but privacy. I miss home I guess. Plus it's becoming a drag to hold a smile for everyone. I met one nice guy here but unfortunately str8 but blah... that's life. I think we could be good friends. Also I'm hanging around with the 2 girls from Macedonia, the 2 of Serbia, few girls from Germany and... yikes! Too many for them all to be named. Socializing is something u do on a regular basis here. I just hope I won't snap here.



Hi ya all! At the moment we are getting ready for the STUPID ASS performance. Our play is particularly a suck fest. We just stand around with pictures made out of paper... a 6 year old retard could do a better job then the one we did. Ohh well after this glass of wine I'm gonna rock the stage anyway :P Hollywood here I come!
I'm still waiting for an answer from Danen and if I don't get it soon I'm sooo ending it all. I have a line of guys waiting for me back home... speaking of that when I get back to Munich too. His loss in any case.
I stared missing everyone back home. Here the people are good and everything but the organization kinda blows. At least I got a few new friends which is always a plus.
Well wish me luck with my play and till next time. :))))

11 August 2009
23:21


Today he finally wrote!! Well actually yesterday but I was asleep so it doesn’t count. I realized how much I actually miss him. I miss everyone so much. But I'll be in a steady contact with all of them once I get back to Munich. So yay for that!
So now I'm getting ready for the bonfire and since I've never been to one it should be lots of fun. We bought whiskey for the occasion so hopefully I'll have pictures as proof that I didn't do/say anything stupid (which I seriously doubt). Well Kristina is still not here (she was supposed to come by my room so we can go together but I guess she forgot about me) so I'll probably leave now. Plus I don't want to bother my roommate with his friends cuz they are writing a speech for tomorrow I guess.
Ohh yeah, I'm here for two more days and from one side I wanna leave soooo bad but from the other, I've met so many great people and the departure from them is gonna kill me.

13 August 2009
21:48


Today is a bad day. The camp finished and I'm in the train to Munich. I'm going to miss all the people I've met there sooo much. I hope I see at least some of them again. We made some plans to celebrate New Years together somewhere in the middle of Europe which I guess would be Poland or something. That would be awesome! Plus the people from Romania said they are coming this winter to Macedonia. The Italians too. So YAY to that!! U and now I'm actually sitting in the train on the ground, lol. I like the new experience.

15 August 2009
11:46


Blah!! The ride is so boring. I just wanna get back home to check my fb. Maybe by some miracle he actually wrote back. I don't know what to think anymore. Sometimes I'm just tired of everything.