A family?

Ok... so it's like this, today started pretty normal... got up, had coffee, went to the "university" (for another coffee with my best friend :P) and everything was right on track, until someone called me. It was my friend's boyfriend from high school to inform me that she had a baby this morning. I was speechless, I mean I knew she was pregnant and everything but I guess I never could imagine her as a mom... we had way too many drunk nights together :P. Normally I was overwhelmed and still am, I mean WOW! So I got together with another friend from my ex school and went to her place. Although she was still in the hospital we sat down with the whole family... they're nice and she's lucky to have someone like her boyfriend. To get to the point... a lot of drinks later I realized something... that's something I'll never have. Especially in a country like this... when being gay is challenging enough. I'm not one of those people that are constantly bitching about injustice but it can get sad from time to time. I always imagined myself as a family man with at least three kids, hehe. But once you admit something to yourself it's pretty hard to press undo... plus I went trough hell and back to come out and I'm not going right back in the closet. My nieces and nephews are going to be sooo spoiled :P Hopefully my sis is going to make an "oops" one of these days, haha. So basically that's it and this post goes to my future family that will never happen... blurry picture may you be real some day... :(